Open Up Your Heart

The kite runner.

I just took a moment to sit in silence.

dontbeacoconut1251:

           BUT WHEN THEY GET TO KNOW ME, I’M LIKE

i dont think this could get more accurate 

I wish summer was just starting so i could lifeguard all the time… I love it.

I want to fall in love again. I’m ready, it’s been quite sometime. But I am afraid, to many things to count. And I highly dislike being shoved on top of things.

I’ve already started slacking on homework… sucks I guess.

Camp T come sooner.

So glad we FINALLY got closure.

My belly aches.

My phones a goner.

My hur did is getting fried from straightening it all the time for dance.

The biggie: I’m really trying to be better at empathizing with others. I’m trying to be able to listen better and give quality advice… just bare with me until I get there.

I really don’t like going into things anymore.

It got me thinking.
How two weeks ago we were movie perfect.
Silly banter. Normal. Siblings

Two weeks later and we are yelling.
Treating each other like shit.
And the earrings are back.

I want to be proud.
Heck yeah that’s my little bro.
nothing I hate more than,
“That’s your brother?!??!”

I can’t help but dislike who you’ve become.
That makes me an ugly person.
To judge so fircely, but I don’t understand.
Not why or what changed it all.

What happened to cute ‘normal’  H.A.P.P.Y. Jack.

Me and him, we got along. I miss my brother.
I can’t help but think I guided you wrong.

That is all.

CONFIDENCE!!!!!!! BOOOM! now I have it!

Haha I wish it were that easy, but I need to work on it. I need to own my fourth period full of sophomores like I’m hot shit. I need to be talkative and friendly because maybe they are shy too! But hollllllly poo most importantly I need to believe in myself. I know this isn’t going to change much but I think consistently recognising what I need to work on will eventually have an affect on me.

I want to be able to sit in banking and credit and say something along the lines of mental retardation and not give a shit! Just like honey badger. My smile is going to become my secret weapon… I’m about to be the girl people want to be friends with and who they want to know!

I really do, but night like tonight, don’t make loving it even a choice.

Just call me Morgan in the back.

Even for the (insert bad word) fight song.

Yaay School Spirit.

SOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW #sarcastic

im pathetic. I hate clothes.

Seriously. this is too much drama over an outfit.